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szólnék hozzád, ne vesz el, hiszen mindent megtaláltunk – már nem engeded. elzavarsz,bezárkózol, pedig csak szeretsz és félsz. egyre messzebb löksz. bántasz, hogy tûnjek el, mert annyira akarod, hogy veled legyek.
most én félek igazán, mert talán túl messzire rúgtál. pedig az volt az igazi karácsony amit mi álmodtunk.kiscipõ.istenem.
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